Feeding Frenzy
Alkyd on Canvas – 18″ x 24″
a dead wasteland
eats away at me
the quiet is deafening
the soldier-man
from a war long ago
never leaves his post
he forgot it’s all over
he won’t let me go
he won’t let me play
why do I have this guard?
he’s just in my head
he imprisons me
in barren sands
that consume
and savor me in a
quiet feeding frenzy
– poem and painting derived from a disturbing dream. In this dream, a soldier from a past era was tormenting me. Though he didn’t look like my grandfather, I knew that it was his spirit inside that was possessing the soldier and controlling him, like he did me as a child. Just like in real life then, it was eating away at me in the dream, leaving me with a dead, barren feeling.
Abuse Series Index
- Introduction
- Schizophrenia
- Cataclysm
- Anti-Social Behavior
- I'm Afraid
- Nightmares
- Feeding Frenzy
- Betrayal
- I was Innocent
- Pain & Isolation
- Hurt Hate
- Grandpa, Why was I Sacrificed for You?
- Childhood Broken
- Before & After
- Broken Toy Broken Child
- Struggling to Emerge
- You Made the Colors of My World Bleed
- Genesis
- Blossom
- Still Some Garbage But It's Getting Better
- Blue Angel - Reclaiming My Childhood
- Always Smiling, Always Hidden
- The Premonition Had a Relapse
- The Premonition Dreamt It was a Child
- Chrysalis
- Recollections
- Sanctuary
- Conclusion