Pain & Isolation
Alkyd on Canvas – 16″ x 20″
Again, I’m representing myself as the strong and eternal stone that’s afraid to feel. A black bar over the eyes is used the hide a person’s identity and in the painting represents how my identity was suppressed as an abused child. It’s also representing how hard it was to examine what had happened to me. I was also beginning to realize how emotionally imprisoned I had become, shown by the barbed wire. There is a delicate paper heart attached to the chest that’s bleeding with the pain. The figure is standing on rocky ground that is cracking underneath it from the weight it’s feeling.
Abuse Series Index
- Introduction
- Schizophrenia
- Cataclysm
- Anti-Social Behavior
- I'm Afraid
- Nightmares
- Feeding Frenzy
- Betrayal
- I was Innocent
- Pain & Isolation
- Hurt Hate
- Grandpa, Why was I Sacrificed for You?
- Childhood Broken
- Before & After
- Broken Toy Broken Child
- Struggling to Emerge
- You Made the Colors of My World Bleed
- Genesis
- Blossom
- Still Some Garbage But It's Getting Better
- Blue Angel - Reclaiming My Childhood
- Always Smiling, Always Hidden
- The Premonition Had a Relapse
- The Premonition Dreamt It was a Child
- Chrysalis
- Recollections
- Sanctuary
- Conclusion